Exasperated, I'll try anything

O.K. folks. Phenergan is my new best friend. I know my last post talks about how much better I was feeling. Well, the crappy nausea is back with a vengence. I can't take it anymore. I feel like a slug, and worst of all I can't drink anything. It still tastes like I chewed up a hand full of aspirin, but with the phenergan at least I don't constantly gag and dry heave over it. This will definitely be the last time I ever get pregnant. It just doesn't agree with me, and selfish as it may sound, I'm not willing to feel like this volutarily ever again. When you fall in love with adoption, you wonder why you ever wasted so much of your life and effort trying to get pregnant. And, very quickly adoption has the upper hand. Other than biological children initially being cost-free, the process of getting the child (feeling crappy, getting fat, pushing human life from your loins) is worse. I guess you have to weigh the emotional stress against the physical stress. I'd trade in some of my physical for emotional right now.